On Tuesday (which is today),i was on my way back to school from lunch when i saw this Golden Retriever strolling along the canal outside our school.I really wanted to help it but at the same time,I didn't know why I did not stay.I really,really regret it though.Maybe it was because my friends were leaving without me and I was afraid to be left alone.Come to think of it,i really should have stayed.(oh man,i really,really feel bad about it!)Now,I'm at home and I can't stop thinking about the dog.I have a very bad feeling about what is going to happen to the dog and I don't think I'm going to be able to sleep tonight.
Anyway,people must be thinking that I'm just freaking myself out,thinking about this.However,animals are my love and I really can't bear to to see them suffer.Basically,i feel that the animal kingdom is more of the 'ignorance is bliss' thinking.Rather,I think the life that humans lead are far too complicated and dangerous.After saying all this things about animals,I am sure many people would have guessed that my ambition is to be a veterinarian.I cannot stand there and see animals suffer in front of me.I always think that there must be something that can be done to end the suffering of the animal or at least put it to a temporary stop.
I am really angry with myself for not staying with the dog.
I will kill myself if anything happens to the dog.I had the chance to make a difference.But i chose not to.WHY DID I DO THAT?!?!I am really angry with myself!!From the looks of it's eyes,I could see that the dog was trying to look for help,but i just continued to walk.I keep seeing the dog's face when I am not doing anything.I know that i can't do anything to change the fact now but I can't imagine I was so selfish!
AHH!I really hope that the dog will turn out fine.Or at least,let me see to dog again when I'm somewhere near school so that I can at least help it.
11 comments:
heyy! so long nvr c euu liao, ahaha. dun b so sadd! im sure da dog will find someone nice.. sumtimes we can do sth.. but circumstances forbid us to lar. so cheer up! =D
by 
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June 10, 2008 at 8:52 PM
life isnt complere
by 
Minmin, @
June 12, 2008 at 2:32 PM
There isn't much you can do anyway.. the best option would be to call the SPCA.. (?)
by , @
June 13, 2008 at 9:56 PM
Aiya, relax man. SPCA and acres cld really use somebody like you..
by YANG JIEMIN, @
June 13, 2008 at 10:01 PM
ah? e dog lost? shld take it home mann!
by , @
June 14, 2008 at 6:14 PM
poor dog
by , @
June 14, 2008 at 10:13 PM
dun tink too much. i tink the dog will get help eventually. so dun worry. anyw, ur journals are great.
by , @
June 17, 2008 at 11:38 PM
i like dogs! =)
by , @
June 20, 2008 at 10:39 AM
dont be sad. think on the bright side. even though singaporean dogs are rabies-free, there is still a possibility that that dog has rabies.
by , @
June 20, 2008 at 5:32 PM
i dun like dogs haha
by , @
June 25, 2008 at 10:14 AM
It wasn't your fault lar. Haha, and your journal entries are really great!
by , @
June 25, 2008 at 10:15 AM